Lost.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
I really think I'm gonna loose it by the time I turn, let's say, 14. HA. I am going to turn mad. You know why? Stress. Contributed from my mother. I realise she is so like me. But the bad part is that she doesn't even BEGIN to know me. The second reason is that the school is going to drive me nuts. I tell you, I think I could just BURN down the school. HAHA. Kidding. I hate everything. Like as if the whole world is coming down on me. Sometimes, I don't know why and how I make it through another day. Yeah, a miracle. BTW, if you have any clue what in the world I am rattling about, you are a genius. I just needed to say all of this. Sometimes, my emotions are really in over my head. After a while, I'll just get over it. But when the situation is now, my emotions build up and BAM! One big blast and I loose control. Now, I feel as if I don't have time to do my work, which I don't. And then I won't have time to study. Then I'll fail my MATH test. A first. Then BAM! I would've failed. EVERYTHING. STRESS. I tell you, I really am going to just LOOSE it all.