Emotionally Disturbed.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
HMM. What Clara said was right. When something good comes, something bad always follows. I just don't think the good is ever coming back. V Day today, Happy Valentine's Day!, then CCA got cancelled. Isn't that a good thing? YES. The bad thing is, my mother wasn't there to get ANY of my calls to pick it up. If you know me, then you would know I NEVER go home on public transport. BTW, ONLY IF YOU KNOW ME KNOW ME. Yeah. So here I am trying to get hold of my mother and IF YOU REALLY REALLY KNOW ME, which boils down to NO ONE, the plain truth is, I AM EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED. It's just hard to explain. Yes, if you are smart enough to connect the dots, I really had this HORRIBLE feeling of being thrown away when my mother wasn't there. Face it, I'M EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED. It's weird, for me to feel things when I am in a situation like that. It is real weird. But that's who I am, face it. Now, I have no heart for CCA. This is what they want, right? This is what they'll get. Oh, well. Now I feel much better. I think I'll go say sorry to my mother later when she's back home. I will do just that, alright.
Okay, besides that, Eunice just told me that the LifeStory had not come in yet so I guess I'll wait. SIGH. WHEE. SIGH. CRAZY.