My heart beats for you in constant motion.
It sings a sweet song of silent devotion.
You hear me crying out at night,
That prayer of your bright light.
There's a ring around you that keeps me out
But I'll break through it without a doubt.
So many words that I can say,
This love grows deeper every day.
It's like a labyrinth of emotion,
Searching for divine seclusion.
Billions hold your heart
But you're the only one who holds mine.
All I hope for is that final moment.
That last glance.
That ending revelation.
That night we set our lives entwined.
Janine.
Note: Please credit if you use it in any way 'cos it is MINE.
Learning Journey.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
We went to Ghim Moh Hawker Centre today for learning journey. It was kinda fun interviewing the hawkers. The scary part was when this weirdo guy kept following us around, especially going near Adlin. Kinda funny, actually. He was creepy. His eyes were all possessed and stuff. Yes, definitely scary. Anyway, after that, came home and my mother got Season Three of Stargate Atlantis! I'm so happy. Seriously. I feel so much happier now. Like some sort of repayment for such crappy school days. HEHE. I love it.
First Day Of School.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sigh, it's Term 3. Well, the year is at it's middle. We've chased away 2 teachers already. New English teacher is much better but she's just young. I know I'm not going to enjoy school, but that's 'cos I never did. Life's just running short. I need a difference, not change. I wanna do different things I like everyday. That's difference. Change is coming into something that's totally new and you hate it. Well, most of the time. Sigh... I feel as if my life is worthless. I want to do something with it but I can't. Well, okay, not that I can't. I can, of course I can. The only thing is I see no possible way than just...STUDYING. I wanna travel the world. I wanna see everything possible to be seen. I wanna go out there and show the world who I really am. It's as if it's me against the world, really. The only thing is, the world's so big, I'm so small. That's the saddest part. And yet, there's a voice at the back of my head that's telling me I'll make it. I'll make it.
I like that, baby.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Wow. I just watched the new JB video for Burnin' Up and it is so so so hot. Hot off the burnin' hook! :) I like. Joe is so hot in it. They all are. And I so like their new haircuts. Curly is handsome. Selena Gomez is in it. She's cool. Anyway, CHECK IT OUT. I love it. I just need to spread this hotness. :) It's just too good. Yeah, I've got it again but I like it. Among other things, I gotta finish all my homework, FAST. But that's no worry with Burnin' Up playing on and on and on again.
Sad To Be Back.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Okay, I've been back for about a week. I'm so sad for that. I've been praying and wishing that I would wake up one morning and it would be the holiday all over again. Life just isn't fair this way. I go, get sick and don't enjoy my FULL holiday and I just HAVE to leave. :( Plus, everything great HAD to happen there too. That's the most sickening thing ever. I got to sail! I love it. And the cute G.O. who brought us out every time. HEHE. That cute Japanese guy I was talking about in my last post. Hmm, for those who don't know what a G.O. is, it's a Club Med thing. Ring any bells for some people? If no, then it stands for Gentle Organizer. Kazuki, that's his name. Real cute name. He's 22, cute, tan, not so tall but tall enough, and gone. :( Again, life isn't fair. I didn't even get to properly say goodbye! Wahaha. I went to the spa there, once. I puked in the room, twice. And...Okay, I didn't do anything three times, so yeah. Anyway, I was just getting used to the European lifestyle. The lifestyle. My lifestyle. Weird, huh? I'm jabbering on and on and on. My mum found her twin sister. I found out that getting sick could be MUCH worse. My father found out that he could actually golf everyday, but get real hurt at it. I remember the golf G.O. Mr Shorty. HEHE. I'm evil. Okay, he's just short for a European. Oh, and the bar G.O., George, thought me how to do a mojito with no rum. It's, like, OUR drink 'cos George said no one, ever, has asked for one with no rum before so it's so cool that when he told us if he ever got someone who asked him for one again, he'd know it was us. I drank a lot too. I got pink, rosy cheeks on most nights. A lot of the G.O.s said that they would like to head off to the Asian sector, maybe even Phuket. Yes, Phuket here I come then! :) The service there is superb too. Plus, the head hotel manager person is a Singaporean lady, my mother's twin-ish person. She's so cool and I bet she's got a great daughter too! Man, I miss d'Albion tons. Mauritius, not the country, but the Club Med there is a place that I'll never forget! I'll never forget the time I spent there either!
Mauritius.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Okay, okay. A lot has been happening lately. I had a whole week of being sick plus claymation which I only attended for half of it. My iTouch got taken away 'cos the thing spoilt on me and I can't blog on it or use it. I don't even HAVE it. :( Anyway, I'm here in Mauritius right now. Kinda weird but hey, I'll enjoy myself just fine with weird. The flight was eh-ish, the food for dinner was minimal and I'm so zoned out right now. Kinda funny to have French Disney on cable though. Yes, it is kinda nice watching Miley Cyrus speak to you in French. :) Anyway, won't see you guys for a whole week. MOOHAHA. I saw this cute GO jut now. EH. It'll be weird of me to say this but he's Japanese and so new to my taste. Hmm, new is good, right? Anyway, catch you guys later. I'm so gonna enjoy myself! :)
introduction.
JANINE.
God's Gift.
JONAS LOVER!
SUPERstar.
Fashionista.
BOOKworm.
TECHgeek.
LOVER of LOVE.
interest.
Five word summary for you: I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS.
If I had to enter a five word poem contest, those would be the words.
If I had to eat alphabet soup of only five words, those would be the words.
If I had to play a game of only five words, those would be the words.
If I had to plaster five words onto my face, those would be the words.
If I had to speak only five words for my entire life, those would be the words.
Those are the words.
[Of course, that and "Yes, Joe, I'll marry you!" are the five words too. (:]
needs.
JONAS!
iTouch.
iPhone/Sidekick. New Dress.
No School.
Trip Science/A Math/Elect Lit Or History.
Straight As.