welcome.
Entwined.
My heart beats for you in constant motion.
It sings a sweet song of silent devotion.
You hear me crying out at night,
That prayer of your bright light.
There's a ring around you that keeps me out
But I'll break through it without a doubt.
So many words that I can say,
This love grows deeper every day.
It's like a labyrinth of emotion,
Searching for divine seclusion.
Billions hold your heart
But you're the only one who holds mine.
All I hope for is that final moment.
That last glance.
That ending revelation.
That night we set our lives entwined.
Janine.
Note: Please credit if you use it in any way 'cos it is MINE.
Dweeb.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
OMJ. I haven't been posting for a whole week now. OM has been stressful but I really wanna win it! I gotta stay back the whole week so I won't be able to go on my computer much. Well, it is Saturday and my father has guests in. This Taiwanese guy with his wife and a dweeb of a son. Really. He doesn't talk, he doesn't listen, he doesn't anything. Even my own mother says so. And now I can't wear my heels because the wife is so...ah so-ish. Dang. Plus, I thought today's episode of Hannah Montana was the Jonas episode but it wasn't. I was super excited for nothing. And to be rewarded with Mr. Dumb Dumb. Great. My secret has been guessed by Laurene. Last night. I was beaming at the news she told me. I guess I'm happy. But, he isn't sexy and I still like him for no particular reason. HAHA. Anyway, post later sometime next week.
Rays Of Sunlight.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I feel so refreshed after watching the two parts of the SO-M interview for the Jonas Brothers. The most recent one, that is. It feels different and that is the most amazing feeling ever. It feels almost like I was back in America again. Now that feeling can only be replaced for the actual thing. A good enjoyable holiday in USA or JB. I think I made my point clear. Anyway, just finishing up a few bits of HW and I'll be all done! I'm so proud of myself that I finished most of my work and I have a bit of time to play and have fun and RELAXE. HAHA. Well, gotta go brace myself for the new week! HAHA. I really have to. Can't you just see that I am so HAPPY!? HAHA.
Runaway For The Summer.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
SIGH. I have gotta do my HW faster. I finished a bit already but I drag. And yes, I dragged it out again. Next time, I have to set a record and do it all finish in one day. That way, I get the rest of the weekend to play. I'm really bored nowadays. It's like the happy power has been sapped out of me. I need a holiday. SIGH. I've been saying this since last term and it hasn't happened yet. Well, been planning the sleepover. I think by the time it actually comes, which is around June, I would have fully planned it out already. That is a good thing. The bad thing is that I don't know who to invite. Oh, well. I guess I just need time. Time to see everything.
Puzzle Pirates.
Friday, March 21, 2008
SIGH. Still really sick. Even worse, actually. My mother thinks I've got the Hong Kong flu. I need to recover soon. Anyway, went to my grandparent's house today for a little visit and my aunt was playing this online game called Puzzle Pirates and it is sorta fun. I'm loading it right now. I'm really tired and I feel horrid with this bug. I haven't sung in three days and THAT is serious. It's raining. It always rains when I'm sad. Well, it always rains when I want it to rain. Isn't that great? Maybe. Oh, well. Let's see how this bug of mine turns out. I'm real bored without no one to talk to. I totally bailed on Jie Shi yesterday 'cos I was too tired to go on the computer. Sorry, Jie Shi. HEHE. I doubt I'll see her online today.
Maybe.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Sick. Yeah. Well, tomorrow there is ACE. I hope it is fun since my throat got a whole lot better with PROPER medication. There's IH tomorrow. Don't know why I'm looking forward to it so much. Maybe it is the egg thing, AKA E.G.G. Maybe it is just...don't know. Please. HAHA. I just did a MORE in depth search on Jonny. HEHE. I'm going to use this name. It's cute. He sounds like such a bad boy. HEHE. My mind is, like, a crazy wonderland. I hope Jie Shi writes me back on my letter. BTW, I really need to start my story soon. I'm just brainstorming ideas around and trying everything that makes sense. Right now, nothing does. So there. Well, sexy or not, nothing can beat love. But...it comes REAL close to a tie. HEHE. Yeah, figure that out.
First Day Of Term 2.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Okay, so it is the first day back. The timetable looks promising. So does Ms. Low who is going to be hard. You know, not strict but he pronounciation an all. How coincidental, "When You Look Me In The Eyes" is on the radio right now. It's like fate or something. Okay, teacher update for the day. Ms. Low is ERR, Mr. Chua is crazy with his experiments, Mr. Ang is awesome to let us watch the video and Mrs. Kwok is going to kill us with Math. Anyway, super load of HW is coming. Well, at least I can look forward to seeing my friends. BTW, I woke up sick today, how UN-great. Hmm, there's nothing left in school for me to enjoy except my friends. Isn't that sad? YES. Anyway, I got a notebook for me to start writing my stories. When it is done, I'll type it out so it'll look real formal and all. Okay, on to dinner.
Fetish.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
HEHE. I have suddenly developed an older guy fetish. Isn't it GREAT!? Yeah...Weird me. I've been thinking about starting a NEW story. I just have to write. Jonathan Rhys Meyers is, like, the new thing in my life. Yes, I did refer to him as a thing. HAHA. After that shocking news about Joe, Joe F. not Joe J., my mind has gone crazy so yeah. I don't know. The fact that he is SUPER DUPER old and married with three kids makes me like him more. Crazy, aren't I? OMJ. I can't actually believe myself. When I get to school tomorrow, I think I'm going to get super high and tell Jie Shi everything 'cos I just have to. HAHA. Weird. EVS. Let's see if I can finish all my work first.
My Hero.
Friday, March 14, 2008
OMJ. I just saw this video on the SG JBST about Nicholas Jerry Jonas Day and it was AMAZING. Moving. Captivating. HAHA. Anyway, the HORRID news about Limited Too taking Kevin Jonas merch of the shelves 'cos he's too old. It's EVIL. Anyway, went out for the last time in the school hols today, I think. I'm so sad it is all over. I can't believe it, actually. And now I have to go slave over HW. There.
The Push.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Watched "The Spiderwick Chronicles" today. It is a great movie. At one moment, I actually found myself really intently watching the movie. It was captivating. Okay, maybe I am exagerating a little too much but it was a little better than what I expected. Freddie Highmore has really grown up. HAHA. He was totally good with acting as twins. The visuals were superb and the goblins were scary. HEHE. Anyway, I'm getting the HW rush. I need to finish it all really soon or else I'm dead. SIGH. Okay, gotta go!
The First Time.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HAHA. Today was awsome! I actually think that I should do this more often! I had a blast. We went swimming first and Shi Ying and I wanted to teach Jie Shi how to swim but we resorted to teaching her how to float, to no avail. HAHA. She'll learn soon. Anyway, the swimming was fun 'cos it hadn't rained on us and it was fun. And really refreshing. After that, we went for a quick bathe. Yeah, I bathedthe slowest. HEHE. Bowling was next and Jie Shi won the first two rounds and I won the last. Shi Ying was super enthu on the second round and we even got the bumers down which was really fun! Shi Ying was right! HAHA. Okay, now the next thing might be usually what I always say and if you know me, it mean deep thoughts. HAHA. There was this guy. Okay, that's all I'm saying 'cos it passed once we got back home. The most worrying thing is that my mind is so fills with thoughts, I can't think straight. Anyway, Shi Ying had to leave early soJie Shi and I went back home and we watched a movie. Stardust. Yeah. It was nice. Then it starts to rain like crazy so my mother came home and she fetched Jie Shi to J8 and she left for the MRT when we got there my mother ad I just walked around browsing shops and stuff and went home after. All in all, I had a really GREAT day! I really should do these kind of things more often. Maybe a sleepover next time! HAHA.
Party Day.
Jie Shi and Shi Ying are both here today. The came so early and now we are in. My room and Jie Jie is playing with my guitar. Greg so has to tune it later. We are going to the club later so I'm praying that it doesn't continue raining. Okay, cheemo. Write in later.
Withdrawel.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I was just reading my other blog, the old one with all the emo poems. I actually cant believe I wrote those. They are really scary but some are really good. Passion. HAHA. Anyway, I'm having withdrawel from Stargate Atlantis. I miss it so much and. I am hooked onto it that I just can't let it go. I guess when season three comes in, I'd go crazy or something. HAHA. Well, tomorrow is the party and I'm getting so tired. I really have to get started on my HW. I finished my Science NSW papers last night and I finished my Science Chapter 1 notes today. Maybe I should consider doing something else as well. My brain is still very hung upon Stargate Atlantis so I don't know if I can think properly or not.
Phase.
Monday, March 10, 2008
As I said before, Joe Flanigan was a phase. It came and went so fast that I couldn't even tell Jie Shi more about him. I didnt even need to find out more about him! It's like I know myself. Amazing. The sad thing is that I wish it hadn't passed so fast. I was just starting to enjoy it. I guess I know what triggered it. The end of the season. HAHA. I just hope we get the third season soon. I miss it already, as I said earlier. The truth is that I feel this and I know it is shocking but I have to face it and it is that I'm starting to get bored with Joe Jonas, or all of them. Yes, I said it. And yes, you read it. I just wished the other day for Joe to get more muscles like Nick or..."Other Joe". HAHA. Blame me for liking that name. HEHE. The next thing I was gonna say would be really awkward and everything so I'll just keep it to myself. Don't know. Maybe I'm just growing up and that things that I didn't like last time I like them now. If you get my drift. I think people should really read my mind sometimes. I just think too much or maybe I think too little. HAHA. If someone told you that I am only concerned about my grades then they would've been lying about me or they really should have an update on me. Okay, this is so not over. I still have feelings and I will hold on to them 'cos I'm bored and there's no on else right now that is worth filling my mind with. HAHA. I bet if anyone was reading this right now, they'd be lost. As I said, I'm complicated. And as I said, I'm not giving up on Joe. The new Joe. Old Joe would still be back later 'cos he is ever hot but theres someone else now and he has to give him space in mind. And again, I'm complicated.
This Is What I Call "The End".
Well, well. I just watched the last episode of Stargate Atlantis. I miss it now. I wonder when the next time I get to watch it again is. Wednesday is going to be hectic. My brain is suffering from a major headache. OM was super tiring. I feel like going to sleep. I need sleep again. SIGH. What to do? I'm so bored nowadays. Maybe that's the reason why I need a holiday. Well, hopefully I can rest soon. Not. I think I'm going to get sick soon. This stupid rain isn't helping at all. Oh, well.
DEAD.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Jia En can't come. Shasha can only come until lunch. I feel so rejected. Die lab. OMJ. This is the first singlish word I have used. This is serious. SIGH. I need to unwind with a little...Stargate Atlantis. I know you guys would have expected me to say JONAS but I didnt. So there. I know this may sound really groundbreaking but understand that I still LOVE the Jonas Brothers. Do not go around saying that I have turned crazy. Nothing happened. Well, something happened and I just got hooked on someone else. Trust me. Joe Flanigan is a phase and he will pass like a lot of other people have. Or maybe not. I'm experimcing diferent feelings all the time. BTW, the more I talk about this, the more I feel disgusted so I'm gonna shut up.
Stargate Atlantis (Season Two).
Saturday, March 8, 2008
I'm hooked. Why do I say this? Don't know. I just am. To what? Isn't it OBVIOUS? I'm hooked on Stargate Atlantis. HAHA. Season Two. Don't ask. Oh, well. I guess I'll enjoy it while it lasts. YAY.
The HW Feeling.
I have this stupid "I have to do HW" feeling. It's really irritating. I guess I have to start doing it sooner or later. Everyone else finish so much already and I haven't even started yet. SIGH. Oh, well. Cheemo. I know this post is super short but whatever. I'm not in the mood. I'm getting so many weird feelings right now.
The Last Day Of Term 1.
Friday, March 7, 2008
YAY! Today is the last day of Term 1. I am so HAPPY! I can't believe that it is the end of the term already. It has been so fast! OH, got back results today and they aren't very good but I'm going I work at it. The most weirdest part is that Ms. Chan told us today that she was giving up being an English teacher to be a Math teacher. I mean she already is a Math teacher and an English teacher too but she decided to be a full time Math teacher instead due to something the school is doing. Okay, I'm, like, really weirdly shocked by this. Don't know why. I'm hoping that the school holidays are going to be good. I'm waiting for Wednesday and I can't wait to see Jie Shi, Jia En and Shasha again! YAY! Okay, watching Stargate Atlantis with my mother. I have no idea why I love it so much. I guess it comes with the fascination of mine with the universe and everything out there. Oh, well. I need to go shopping again. HAHA. Need to go. Cheemo.
SUPER HIGH!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
HAHA. Today, right after Lit CT, during Science lesson, we were all, like, super high! I am so glad that all the exams for the term is finally over! The first term is finally over! HAHA. ACE was EVEN better than last week's one. We had SO much fun! The coach today was named Mr. Suresh and he was saying bad words and all. Totally awesome!!! I am so happy that we are finally free! FREE! HAHA. Now all I have to do is get through tomorrow, which is Sports Day, and Friday and I have nothing to worry about for a whole week! WEEK! HAHA. I doubt I have to worry about tomorrow at all 'cos we are gonna be super high too! If only Jie Shi was in Gage-brown! We all could have had such a great time just being super high and saying weird stuff! Plus, if the whole gang was there, which means Jia En and Elza and everyone, we would have had double as much fun! Yeah, I am convinced that we are all really super high together! Okay, gotta run. Cheemo.
SIAN.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
My iTouch battery is running low so I have to type fast. I keep on telling myself that I got through Monday and Tuesday already. All I have to do now is get through tomorrow until one hour after recess and I'll be fine. At least the holidays are coming and I don't have to worry myself to death. I am just so worn out and worn down. I have been complaining with good reason about AHEM, the so and so I was talking about yesterday, to my mother and I have no heart to talk about her anymore. My jaw came out again so I am having so much trouble with it. Plus, Nicole said that she got over JB which makes me astonished entirely. Right now, I just feel so scared and stressed over the Literature test tomorrow. When Mr. Ang came back to class today, I bet everyone was SO happy. He told me and Jia En that he MAY have lost our Performance Task but hey, I trust him that he wouldn't have lost it. HAHA. Yeah, coming from me, it's weird. But I don't care. WHEE. Oh, well. Peace.
I Need A Life.
Monday, March 3, 2008
I officially need a life. What I mean is that I need a life not 'cos I'm some sort of loser but 'cos I feel so stressed and lost right now that I just need time to relaxe. I would sleep a whole day if I could. I'm going to have a fight with the wall pretty soon. Precisely, I'm stressed. If it hasn't gotten into your brain that I am stressed then you must be mentally retarded or something. Exhibit A, Elza. She was totally pale and gone today. With a piano exam tomorrow and practical for HE also, she was totally freaking. Exhibit B, Shasha. She was telling me about how she felt with Math and I feel like her too. Lost. Okay, maybe not totally lost but a bit sometimes. Also, I feel as if I am doing all the work for HE and Sanjana isn't doing any. Oh, wait. I am. Really. So what if she has to do the menu draft, I have to do much more than her. I'm at a loss when it comes to the number of work and commitments I have compared to hers. Whatty. Maybe I just need to have a swearing fit or something. Sooner or later, I'll die of all this stress. BTW, you must be thinking why I am dissing Sanjana like this but hey, I'm not stupid. I can tell when someone is playing me.
My Mind And A 2x2x2 Rubik's Cube.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
HAHA. My mum got a 2x2x2 Rubik's Cube for me today and I was just playing with it. I wanted to get the red faces together and I really put my mind to it and guess what, I got it done in a minute. HAHA. But you see, I can't get the WHOLE thing to be done. HAHA. I will still put my mind to it and it WILL be accomplished. YAY!
Questions.
URGH. This is HORRID. I have no idea why but it just IS. I feel so aggravated. HAHA. Just did some weird ice cube thing. It's so cute! EN YAN GUESSED RIGHT. Yeah, if you are reading this, En Yan, he IS the one I was talking about. Okay, anyway, I'm SUPPOSED to be slaving over Macbeth but, yeah, you guessed it, I'm not. Reading mags first. HAHA. I really should be studying. I know I HAVE to. I just have to freak out over Literature. HAHA. Maybe it sounds sarcastic but I don't care. I just find myself questioning myself. Yeah. BORED. SIGH. Random. ERR. HAHA. Okay, I'm just weirdly freaking out. I just have so many things rushing inside me that I just come out thinking weird things that don't always make it out in the end. Oh, well. Peace.
Time.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
I feel stressed. Oh, wait. I ALWAYS am stressed. My computer keeps hanging. My life keeps turning. I keep on having this feeling of running out of time. BA HUM BUG. My computer just hanged again. This is really horrid. I have to surf the net with one window at a time now. DANG. I feel really...AHEM today. HAHA. Guess that. I need a holiday. I need a rest. I just need to sleep for a whole week. I need to RELAXE for a whole week. My energy bar is depleted. I'm out of fuel. People don't understand. HAHA. I'm crazy. I need to study. I need for everything to just end. All the stupid HW. All the stupid school. Everything that is causing me stress in my life needs to end, NOW. SIGH. Like THAT would ever happen.